PMS

I am still suffering from PMS (Pity My Self) today although I dont burst into tears everytime i think of what happened for the past days. I still would be in a daze for a few seconds trying to question why and how in mind. But there is no need to cry over spilt milk, time to move on. I apologized and grovelled till all the cows of farmer fanning came home but nothing I do can fix the matter now. I did my bit, it's up to her now, the ball is on her side of the court now. If she does not forgive, it's up to her. Maybe, she is perfect.

If she thought lowly of me like that, i think there is no point in holding. I guess i'm really bad at gauging people's character.